Forever more

I wrote this poem........almost 4 years ago (someone forced me to write a poem on the spot lol), and lost it 2 years ago and have been looking for it since. I now I've found it.

On a dark and stormy night
I look to the sky and wonder
were all the time went

So old yet so young
so weak yet so strong
wasting my life away

I picked up the phone
I froze out of fright
Wondering what I'm doing

I stop and swim in my own sarrow
regretting the thing I didn't do
and the phone rings

It's that one person that means so much
the one wrong suddenly turned right
and the day is turned bright

My cold heart becomes warm
it overflows with love
and what felt like waste is no worth

Worth that spreads endlessly
Spent with the one lave
Love forever more

So good

run my fingers thru your hair
embrace the smell of the air
when I'm with you I feel no time
I'd drop my whole life on the dime
Runnin thru my dreams at night
The only one who's in my sights

Oooooooo you make me feel
I feel so, feel so good
Oooooooo you make me feel
I feel alive, feel so good

If feelin this good is a crime
I more then willing serve the time
You make my life feel like a dream
It flows and flows and flows it seems
If missing you will be my pain
I more then willing play the game

Oooooooo you make me feel
I feel so, feel so good
Oooooooo you make me feel
I feel alive, feel so good

Society climbing out the crapper

Ok, I've been fed up about this for some years because...if it's not in one form of media, it's another. But........what's with the lack of creativity, or even quality and things these days?? For instance, a few years ago, it seemed the world of Hollywood was just hell bent on making remakes of movies. There would be no problem with it....if the remakes were better, but most of the times they aren't. Or how sketch comedy shows like Saturday Night Live and Mad TV are just gut-bustingly unfunny. It's like something drastically happened to these shows to where, they came back for new seasons in 2004ish....and the comedy left with all the class A comedic actors. Although SNL did have a few good ones, it was nothing like the time before (and Keenan Thompson......not funny...makin black people look bad lol.) Mad Tv sucks so bad now, it's getting canceled. And now music......WTF!!!!!! From 1999 on back, music was AMAZING! A good number of my favorite bands and artist are pre 2000 people. Why? Because newer music is just simply unimpressive. Now, granteed, there are some new artist and bands that are amazing (ie Alicia Keys, Trivium, The Killers, Corinne Bailey Rae, Kanye West, The Game, Avenged Sevenfold, Three Days Grace, ect) but the list is short. One day I was talking to a friend and we thought, some newer artists that are amazingly big now, in the 90's would be one hit wonders. Even some of the MANY one-hit wonders from the 90's are waaaaaay better then most of the new people today.

And I gotta say now, to a friend of mine...The Fray.....they aren't bad....they just offended me lol.

Alot of what I see today in music, is the return of many old bands. Like, a few years ago, Motley Crue made a comeback (Saints of Los Angeles is a sweet song). The members of Rage Against The Machine and the singer from Sound Garden formed Audio Slave. The members of Guns N Roses and the singer from Stone Temple Pilots formed Velvet Revolver, in fact now, Stone Temple Pilots reunited...even Guns N Roses came out with Chinese Democracy (although it took 15 years). Bruce Dickinson came back to Iron Maiden in 2000 and they've been the strongest they've ever been since then.

Now.........what in gods name is up with reality tv???!?! Like, survivor I can handle, real world that's cool, but where'd this explosion of these shows come from??? Especially the dating ones....pointless. Make a fool of yourself on national television for no reason at all, makes no sense. Now, I can understand doin it ONCE. In the UK, they normally get a idea for a GREAT show and only do one season of it, maybe two. Why? Is it because they can't come up with new ideas? No, because they are more smarter and creative then us as a whole. But it's to keep TV fresh constantly, because seriously.....reality TV....it's getting very lame and recycled.
Some shows just need to learn when to end. (Like Power Rangers...just.......just stop)

But, amongst all the crap there's hope.

Let's talk movies. Have you seen Dark Knight????? Sure Batman has been around for decades, but that movie is the best i've ever seen Batman...period. What about Iron Man??? The was the first superhero movie that I was actually stunned by because it was so good. Seth Rogen....comedic genius! If his name is on something....I'm gonna cry from laughing. Tropic Thunder....the funniest movie EVER!! V for Vendetta (although previously a comic book) I love it.

I've said my piece about music lol.

And let's hit up Television. Despite this growing popularity of reality television...which just.........just moves me, there are still great shows. Shows like The Office, It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia, House (apparently), 30 Rock, Arrested Development (one of the greatest shows ever). Adult Swim, Disney and Nick have some sweet cartoons. There are plenty of good shows NOW but.......we really need to find a way to just.......lower the number of reality shows...seriously.

nothing we can do but hope more quality music, movies and tv, emerge from the darkness and into the light.

Pull me through

Racing the track
Stuck in the back
And now stuck for eternity

Blowing my mind
I'm out of time
5 Minutes left was all I need

Inconvenience to you
Imma try to pull through
Please wait help is on the way

Stuck in a bind
I grip and I grind
Till friendship pulls me through

Yesterday

Yesterday
It all seemed so easy
our life decay
our leaders deceiving
World in disarray
And there is no hope left
No there is no hope left
Yes we have no hope left

Yesterday
Wish things could be different
No other way?
World constantly crumbles
Live in disarray
Since we have no hope left
No there is no hope left
Why is there no hope left?

Yesterday
We lived for yesterday
We'd die for yesterday
And now it's gone

Yesterday
We lived for yesterday
We long for yesterday
And now it's gone

I Am Darkness

just for the record....i'm not crazy


Darkness comes from the inside
It was always here
Darkness shielded by light
but that light now turned Grey

Evil thoughts consumed in darkness
running wild like a shark in sea
Lust for death and anger consumes
As the soul just drifts away

Can darkness truly miss the light
or did it part ways just of spite
it's this darkness that makes the world spin
my new world overcome with sin

so angry but i feel so good
adrenaline rushing thru my veins
hands shaking with that thirst of blood
a thirst that must be quenched with flood

My mind is black, my vision blurry
Primal instinct acts quick, in a hurry
Lust for death and anger consumes
as the light drifts away

Why must pain have initial hurt
but in the end be so good
DIE DIE MY DARLING DIE
life no longer thou my rose glasses

why must sin feel so good
so much more freeing the life in light
freedom to do without regret nor sarrow
freedom to do wildest desire

darkness is darkness is
it's what I've been longing for
it's what I've been craving for
darkness is darkness is
darkness is me