Sunday, January 15, 2012

How I feel

I use to like you, but now...........I love you, unconditionally.......even tho the feeling may not be mutual. I do for you.....out of the love I have for you......even though I don't expect it in return. I'd give my life to save yours....even though that sounds a bit extreme. Whatever you say, whatever you do, whomever you were, are and will become....my feelings for you will never change. It's unconditional love.

I've seen a side of you....that you refuse to show anyone else. I've seen a part of you.....that even you deny. You're a strong, intelligent, powerful, headstrong woman with class and talent to last a life time. You have a growing mind that can conquer worlds. A voice that could warm the coldest tundra. Wit that could cut through the Rocky Mountains. Class that could make The Obama's look like rednecks. You have no fear to question both know and unknown. You challenge my mind and force me to think, even though many times we have the same opinions.

I encourage you, not to be a yes man, but because I believe you can do it. I say what you do is good, because I believe that it is. When you do something and I say I like it, it's because I do.

My pet peeve is people questioning my integrity and character.....yet you aren't afraid to. Pisses me off......yet I respect the fact that you have the balls to do it. You have this love for your family....where even tho you can't stand em sometimes.....that's your family, and you'd do for them like no other. I LOVE that. Most importantly.....you're the only woman that I can finally be ME around. I don't have to .....hide who I am, censor my words and thoughts....cage my own consciousness. I've been held captive my whole life. You free me......and that is priceless.

I once thought I knew what I wanted in a woman.....but I convinced myself it was not you. But they more I learned about you, that more I seen who YOU are, and not who you try to be, or convince others you are....the more I've grown to love you. And now....it's unconditional.

I value my integrity and my character....so rest assure, these words are true. And please believe, my words are literal although not so elegant. So, just know, what I'm saying is exactly what I mean.

Elyse Bryant, if you read this before I say this to you....this is how I feel. I understand this might changes things a bit.....or maybe it wont....it's up to you. But I refuse to sit my whole life and wonder "what if".

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