Fake People

..........Fake people.....they urks my soul. I ask people.....if you hate somebody, why pretend like you're they're friend? Like.....I'll finally say it, I was kicked out my band. But.....after calming down and thinking over everything with a cool and leveled head, I can't help but get the feeling that, at least one of them wanted to kick me out for a while. The thing that hurts about that still is, that person was my "best friend". I put that in quotations because......if he truly was my best friend, things would've went down differently. It almost seemed like he was looking for an excuse to get rid of me. Like he planned this very moment with a fine tooth comb. Honestly people, if you have a problem with a FRIEND wouldn't you come to their face and say it? I know I would. But that's cause I'm real with people. I mean, I do believe in being civil with all people for the sake of no drama. But having said that, you'll KNOW if I don't like you. I mean, what's the point of constantly putting yourself around somebody you don't like? Do you do it to not hurt anyone's feelings? My feelings would surly be hurt when you drop the "I never liked you" bomb on me. I wanna call it childish, but little 4 year olds have no problem with this at all. Bugs me so much, i can't even think straight lol.