siiiiiigh

.....sigh....after certain events that happened Saturday (if u care to know, feel free to ask)........I've come to realize that.....I have hurt people that I love. I have realized that....perhaps I should take people's feeling in higher consideration. I have learned that.....sometimes....I shouldn't need to be notified when I'm hurting somebody's feelings. That....although I was given the ability to wave off emotions or insults like they never happened, others can't. Should I be upset with the people that couldn't tell me there was a problem.....or myself for being the problem. Was there truly no form of redemption from this decision? Only time will tell now. But sometimes.....it takes something like this to set one on the right path. So, to all my friends.....if I have hurt you, I apologize, with the deepest sincerity from my heart.

this bugs me a bit

So, why is it that, when we cleeearly see that we need to fix something, and dub it unimportant, just to have it bite us in the arse? Like, today my tire poped flat on the freeway today and yesterday I said to myself ".....I should get that fixed asap" but no....I didn't. MISTAKE!!! It didn't help that my jack was broken from a few months back so I was stranded. But, I will say, friendship is a strong thing. One of my friends (she knows who she is, and if she reads this, I just wanna say I really appretiate you) came and save my behind. I couldn't help but think, how many other people could I have called just to be turned down, told they were to busy for somebody they call a friend. The same person that bailed me out wrote something of friendship. How many people WOULD'VE done that for me? So today, I think I know one more person I can call my friend. I am forever in debt to you my friend.