It's time

It's time for me to light my fire. Everyday, ya find it hard to be motivated. But how could I call myself a man, if I don't make the best of things when I'm at....what honestly sometimes feels like the lowest part of my adulthood thus far? If I don't make the best of things, do I even deserve better? It's not in my character to be negative, so I think I'll stay in character. It's time to light my fire, mount up and ride into the sunset. I know things will get much better soon, as long as i keep God by my side.

Good ol edumacation.

It's funny, because while I'm think this, I'm reading a good friends blog that relates to this in a way. School....and why everyday I just wanna say f*** it and live on with my life. Everyday that passes, it seems like it's less about students and more about money in their pockets. For god sake, I take a semester off and I'm dis enrolled?? And now have to pay $200 just to get back in school??? On top if that it's impossible to get a student loan and I dont have the money to pay for any classes. Which wouldn't be a problem if they said "Y'know what, sign up for your classes, start school, but you can't do NEXT semester until u get this figured out." But no, they want it the same day? Maybe somebody in the office lied to me and deserves to be unemployed. But after all this, I ask myself day in and day out, is it even worth it?? Is paying off a 75K student loan for the majority of my post college career worth it?? How long am I going to keep the job I spent so much money to get? Do I really need a degree for it? Is God telling me to try harder or do something else? Is this the test that determines if I'll be successful not only in school, but in life? I always live by the motto "If there's a will, there's a way" but.......is my will fading? I need motivation and a good prayer session.

It's funny how....if we all wait long enough and listen to the tales of the wind, the true reason for every incident in our lives, eventually reveals itself. And once that happen, many things eventually fall where they should.

Justice?

I can't help but feeling that we live in a world that protects the provokers and punishes the provoked. If a guy talks trash to your face for hours and after a while you snap and knock him out, the man still standing is look at as a threat yet the provoker become the victim. It's like giving a child a spanking, he did wrong and now you physically discipline him. Or, if a man breaks into your home, armed, trying to rob you, and you beat him within an inch of his life, in his home and inner circle he's a hero, and the eyes of justice he's threat, while the man breaking in has become a victim. A man could save a woman from being gang raped, but accidentally kill one of the men in that gang, yet the woman will still have to beg and plead to get that man a lite jail sentence. But let the government be involved with giving the provokers what they deserve and all of a sudden it turns from assault and/or manslaughter into capital punishment.

I seriously hate tehis person

Seriously...........I hope he get's traded and they change his number. It's SAY Ochocinco, but he'll be #47, and I'll be laughing.

something to ask yourself.

In every generation
1 million people dream
1 hundred thousand people work towards that dream
1 hundred people accomplish that dream
1 person IS the dream.
Which one of these are you?

Only the amazing.......live forever

Jimi Hendrix, Stevie Ray Vahn, Janis Joplin (Jefferson Airplane), John Lennon (The Beatles), Freddie Mercury (Queen), Cliff Burton (Metallica), Randy Rhoads (Quiet Riot, Ozzy Osbourne), Layne Staley (Alice in Chians), Darrell "Dimebag" Abbott (Pantera) and now...Michael Jackson. All were extremely influential people in music, who died well before they're time, and now they will live on forever.