So....I learned today that one of my friends died yesterday. Not just a friend, but a brother. Even tho we haven't talked much over the past few years, hearing that news wasn't any easier. I don't feel.....guilty, because there was nothing I could've done. But I do feel bad that I wasn't there for my friend in his final years. I wish I could have at least made those years more .....enjoyable. I just feel a great deal of sorrow. Honestly, I don't know what I feel.....I just know that it's not great. Tomorrow is never promised, so we have to love today. Love family, love friends, love life. Life is to short and precious for hate.