It's time

It's time for me to light my fire. Everyday, ya find it hard to be motivated. But how could I call myself a man, if I don't make the best of things when I'm at....what honestly sometimes feels like the lowest part of my adulthood thus far? If I don't make the best of things, do I even deserve better? It's not in my character to be negative, so I think I'll stay in character. It's time to light my fire, mount up and ride into the sunset. I know things will get much better soon, as long as i keep God by my side.

Good ol edumacation.

It's funny, because while I'm think this, I'm reading a good friends blog that relates to this in a way. School....and why everyday I just wanna say f*** it and live on with my life. Everyday that passes, it seems like it's less about students and more about money in their pockets. For god sake, I take a semester off and I'm dis enrolled?? And now have to pay $200 just to get back in school??? On top if that it's impossible to get a student loan and I dont have the money to pay for any classes. Which wouldn't be a problem if they said "Y'know what, sign up for your classes, start school, but you can't do NEXT semester until u get this figured out." But no, they want it the same day? Maybe somebody in the office lied to me and deserves to be unemployed. But after all this, I ask myself day in and day out, is it even worth it?? Is paying off a 75K student loan for the majority of my post college career worth it?? How long am I going to keep the job I spent so much money to get? Do I really need a degree for it? Is God telling me to try harder or do something else? Is this the test that determines if I'll be successful not only in school, but in life? I always live by the motto "If there's a will, there's a way" but.......is my will fading? I need motivation and a good prayer session.

It's funny how....if we all wait long enough and listen to the tales of the wind, the true reason for every incident in our lives, eventually reveals itself. And once that happen, many things eventually fall where they should.