OMG....I think I've lost it!

So.........I remember talking to a female friend of mines, and we were both sayin how we were both intimidating looking people. Like "GRRRRRRR" lol. Like, we just have that "Imma eff you UP nigga!!!" look goin on 24/7 lol. We could walk around and have our own friends, or friends of friends actually be to intimidated to come up and talk to us lol. And........call me weird for sayin that, I LOVE that lol. Especially because, most poeple are just a tidbit scared to eff with me, so it keeps me outta trouble. But.....and call me crazy for actually feelin a little sad from this, I think i'm loosing it! lol.

I mean, I remember when this girl actually took an entire month deciding if she should take a chance and talk to me, cause I looked so mean lol. Or, at my old job, people who saw me walkin down the street would say "man....you got that gangsta stroll, like you bout to eff somethin up" lol. But .........and this is when I started loosing it, one of my friends said "you always seem to look chipper and bright, but rugged." Now, granteed, when most people meet me, they say I'm one of the nicest people on earth, or the chillist dude they've known. Which is all good, cause they know me.

Now, I'm no way, shape or form sayin I hate interation. But...lately it's like...people talk to me WAY more then they use to. A few weeks ago I was gettin some gas and some dude said "If it wasn't rainin, I'd say it was a nice day today hahaha". And I thought "GASP, a friendly in Los Angeles!" lol. Or I was at school, sittin in the office for somethin, and some dude just turns and started talkin to me. I mean, you ....really don't have to be....cordual (sp?) with people you don't know or intend to talk to....unless they're your server at a resturant lol.

Again, not the I'm sayin it's BAD....i'm just not use to it. Are people just more gutsy now-a-days or have I gone from grizzly bear.....to teddy bear lol. I'm gettin soft ya'll lol. It really doesn't help that one of my nick names was Teddy (after Teddy Ruxpin) lol.